03 October, 2009

Challenges

Sometimes, life comes at you fast. This past month has been one of those times. Going from one challenge to another messes with one's priorities. Example: Job challenges are far below spiritual challenges. As you may know, I've recently been fighting the good fight (or Fight, as it may be) to a different (higher?) degree. Yesterday, I Peter 5:7 came to mind as I was praying for the various trials of friends and family. I was (am) unable to bear up under such things; fortunately I am not required to carry even the weight of my own sin. Today I was talking with Galadriel while finishing gluten-free cookies for my Faerie roommate. We began with Keith Green and wandered all over the topics of fatalism, ideology, predestination, spiritual warfare, Eastern religion, sociology...you get the picture. I was challenged that my standard was not high enough. I see that I've taken the perspective of "well, I'm doing all I can so that must be enough." I also see that the perspective I should (and have) had is, to put it very simply, "nothing I do is good enough. God does all. Follow Him." Galadriel brought up Romans 14:23b and challenged me. I was challenged. I searched the phrase "sober minded" in the ESV, and was particuarly struck by I Peter 5:8, a good follow-up to the verse I mentioned earlier (link). I will commit these verses to memory. I will spend more time in my prayer closet. By the grace of God...

6 comments:

Lisa said...

"nothing I do is good enough. God does all. Follow Him."

I'm thinking about this same idea recently. I just can't be good enough... I feel like I should strive to be my best and it just isn't ever good enough. Ugh.

I'm trying to rest in God, just as you are!

I'm praying for you today,
Lisa

The Stranger said...

We indeed do learn fast to depend on God most fully. Focus undistractedly on Him and all these things will come to heel.

Dt

Laedelas Greenleaf said...

Lisa~ I'm praying for you, too! I'm hoping to see you soon :-)

Stranger~ Thank you for adjusting the lens of my soul.

Luinon Râdîr said...

Amen - and thank you for sharing this with us.

samurai said...

What happened to your beautiful background!?!

Laedelas Greenleaf said...

I don't know, Samurai; what do you see? All appears normal to me.